It was 1AM and I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.. my boy had a WOMAN IN HIS ROOM and she was calling herself MOMMY! With conflicting emotions I ended up banging on his door and telling her to get out! I met my boy in the kitchen where I explained that I wasn’t comfortable with him having females over, especially ones who refer to themselves as his mommy! I didn’t want to imagine my boy having sex.. it made me feel.. uneasy? It didn’t help matters that I was already left with trust issues after his daddy left me for another woman after finding out I was pregnant! I couldn’t let my boy go the same way.. The next day, I was tidying up his room and I find multiple pairs of MY worn panties under his bed.. what on earth has he been doing with them? First taboo sex with women and now this? I phoned my friend for advice but she didn’t have any.. apparently the situation is too.. weird and touchy for her to get involved in.. so I made up my own mind and decide to confront my boy about what I found hidden in his room.. which led to him admitting that there was never a woman in his room in the first place.. apparently what I heard was him listening to porn.. actually to be accurate, he’d PAID for a custom video (what even IS that?!) off a woman online who pretended to be his mommy to get him off. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.. I needed to sit down.. I had so many questions and I knew I wouldn’t like the answers, but I had to ask them anyway for my own sanity. I asked him to be honest if he had feelings for me.. and somehow, we ended up.. well.. I kinda offered him to touch me, just a little bit over my bra.. which then moved to him asking if he could have sex with me.. just the once.. just to see.. how it felt to be with his mommy.. for real. I didn’t know what to say.. what to think.. but I took off my panties and before I knew it he was INSIDE of me.. sliding his dick in and out of me.. using me to make himself feel good and in the process, made ME feel good, too.. I never in a million years would have agreed to this unless.. unless.. I wanted him just as much as he wanted me.
