I wanted to talk to you about that… You know Mommy loves you, right? You know you are Mommy’s #1 and you are the center of my world…but I think Mommy made a mistake. This is not your fault; I don’t want you to blame yourself or to feel guilty like you did anything wrong. This was Mommy’s decision and what Mommy decided to do with you that night was wrong. It shouldn’t have happened, okay?
I’m not saying that it wasn’t great and that I didn’t mean everything that happened – we can just never do it again, okay honey? I just…I feel like a horrible mother, I should have never, ever initiated that or even thought about it. You have to understand, honey, mommies and sons don’t do that. Only mommies and daddies have sex and touch each other and kiss each other like that. Mommy was just feeling really lonely, and you, my prince, are the best son because you were there for me and did everything I asked.
But that doesn’t make it right – we can’t continue doing this. When you get a little bit older, you’ll find a sweet girl that loves you that you can do this with, one that you can have a real relationship with. I can’t kiss you, I can’t hold you that way in front of other people.
We can’t be like that, tell me you understand. Please don’t make this any harder on me than it already is, sweetie. Please don’t give me that face, please…I’m begging you. I’m begging you not to do it this time. How about Mommy shows you a way of doing it yourself and you continue doing that, okay? I want you to just grab it and pull on it – can you do that for me? Good job, that’s it, you’re doing great, keep doing that.
Oh no, I’m okay, Mommy’s just having a difficult time watching you. Honey, you can’t put your hands there. I’ll tell you what, how about you touch Mommy for the last time. You can grab Mommy’s boobs and you can grab Mommy down there, but this is the last time, do you understand me?
Fuck me…no, no, that’s not what Mommy meant. I think you’re misunderstanding me. One last time, do you hear me? I love you, I love you so much. We’re just not going to talk about this, okay?
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